We are a confused generation

Eager to be in a relationship

and yet scared when the other one gets close

Neither willing to socialize

nor courageous enough to be alone

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Silver lining

Back turned to the past
A dreadful past
Dark Shadows and reflections of pain
Visions of dark mountains and webs of confusion
Beclouding my mind
Slowly,
I build up courage and forge ahead
Beads of sweat rolling down my forehead,
Tears of salt and pepper roll down my cheeks
Although, currents of fear wash through my body like cold water,
I still forge ahead
And hope for a better tomorrow
My body develops resilience
Resilience to the storm and wind
I develop thick layers
Layers and layers of bicep and triceps muscles
Muscles of strength
Strength to endure the unspeakable
An awakening to a better tomorrow
With the new dawn comes strength
Strength to forge ahead
A glimpse of light,
Fragment and fragments of light
In a moment, darkness is gone
I see rays of sunlight
And I smile
But I’m not the same
I’m weary, exhausted
And broken
But yes, Broken is beautiful
©beehigeeh

Hearts Afar And Not Apart

Thoughts running through my head
Like rivers flowing, they never end
I think I might finally stop my search now
I’m not sure how you feel though,really how?

Your skin, lord of the tan
Trust me, am your greatest fan
You are such a beholdable sight
Your heart, please let me make my site

I doubt anybody’s ever made me feel this way
I don’t know how but you just came my way
Well I guess maybe it was meant to be
But still the odds are the factors that be

The Potter had time for you
Cos you are a beauty out and within
You should let me love you
But I will give you time to think within..

I promise I’ll never do you wrong
I’ll never bounce your call
I’ll learn chinese for u nd call you Wong
I hope you respond when I later call

Our hearts may be distant
I wish they aren’t that far apart
Want you to see our love being blatant
Trust when I say we will never be apart

-thetinubujames

😄😄😄

Beautiful poem by my friend.

Thank you James

Beehigeeh💕💕💕

My declaration!

I’m excited about me

Excited about who I am

Excited about who I will become

Excited about what my future holds

And no matter what,

What comes my way,

Stress and trials

Success and failure

I still choose to be excited

Challenges are a proof of greatness

I’m not missing out on greatness

I choose to live everyday like tomorrow will never come

I will live without fear

I choose to live right

I choose to live a God-directed life

And be the best that I can

I choose to be me

Because no one is me and that is my power!

Black

More than just Shadows

Shadow of a dejected soul

Hiking a lonely and rejected road

Down a one-way street

With no road maps

Tears rolling down the cheeks of a broken heart

Like springs of warm water

A dark street

With no ray of light to comfort a perturbed spirit

A burning chest with pains like angina

I’ll heal and be fine someday

I’ll keep walking till I get a glimpse of light

Beehigeeh😘😘

Inspired by my friend.

Nubian Queen 👑

Beauty beyond comparison

Dark burst of pure melanin juice

Skin made out of dark sugar, honey, cocoa and pure solid gold

Hair, thick and dark like the forest in Zambezi

Slim and slender like a palm tree

Moving graciously,

left to right like happy palm leaves

With compassion burning in her eyes

Smile that melts a stone-cold heart

And teeth like a newly sharpened knife

Blinding Joy that lifts a depressed soul

Joy that brightly lits up a dark room

Queen,

strong and courageous

Free-spirited and intelligent

A treasure to be cherished until the end of time

Whether celebrated, imitated, exploited or denigrated

She’ll always remain a Nubian Queen

…Beehigeeh🌸

Mind games

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Drowned in joy,
He slips back in the game
The game of hide and seek,
A heart lost in the squares of Rubik’s cube
Who knows what the future with him holds
She silently watches as he plays the game of hearts
The game of thrones
Determined to find a way,
A way to her heart,

Queen,
Queen of his heart
In the mortal world
Full of so much despair,
She is made to believe that “happily ever after” exists
He braces himself,
Ready for unforseen contingencies,
With burning determination,
He picks up the dice,
Rolls it back and forth,
Clears the pawns and takes out the knights,
Ruins the rook and bishops,
Checkmate!
Her heart is at stake
Heartbeat rising,
Pulse racing,
He tosses the dice,
It rolls and rolls
Then stops!
Boom!
He loses
Again!
He’s captured
Yet Again!
He’s lost!
Another heartbreak
No crown
Game over!
                                  — Beehigeeh😘

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Unspoken words

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Unspoken thoughts
A confused mind
A depressed soul
A distressed heart
A weary mind
A sick body
Words like venom
Burning my soul
Thoughts like slow poison
Eating my organs
Confusion like madness
Burying every sense of reasoning
Depression like magnets
Sapping every bit self esteem
Sickness like death
Gradually taking over my body
A distressed heart that desperately needs to vomit unspoken words

Beehigeeh💕💕💕

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Control your temper!

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It is totally wrong for your own bad mood to ruin the day of another person,
How you feel is personal and should not reflect on another person
You have every right to feel tired, angry, depressed, sad…
But you have no right to pass the aggression on.
Everybody is going through a downtime in one way or the other,
What you say, how you react and your facial expression can change a life,
Consciously deal with your feelings,
Some blame their mood swings on their temperament,
Your temperament can in many ways affect how you react,
It is your responsibility to know your temperament , know your strengths and weaknesses,
Take the temperament assessment test below ⬇
http://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test
I hear people say that you should focus more on your strengths ,so what happens to your weaknesses?
Consciously work on your weaknesses,
Put them side by side with your strengths,
Compare and contrast,
Write a new list of what you want to see,
Strengthen your strengths,
I can assure you that before long you’ll become better.
Beehigeeh💕💕💕

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Self love!

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I think you cannot fully understand what loving somebody else means without first loving yourself,
Love emanates from the inside and radiates to the outside,
Christ commanded us to love others as we love ourselves,
He understood this principle and in plain language asked us to first love ourselves so that we can know how to love others,
Its not being selfish because you cannot obviously give what you do not have,
The moment you love yourself, you’ll know how to treat others respectfully,
In loving yourself you understand the simple principle of ” Do unto others what you want them to do to you”
You have to settle the conflict within yourself,
Stop wrestling with yourself,
Shower yourself with love
Be happy from inside,
And it’ll definately show on the outside.
Beehigeeh💕💕

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